I have been under a lot of stress and I can't take it anymore. I exploded today. I flipped on my husband and told my kids to stay away from me. I never have a break. I am with the kids 24/7. I feel ike I don't have anyone to turn to. Everyone wants to tell me what's wrong and how to fix it and how it's my fault. Sometimes I just need someone to be there for me and comfort me. Is it so hard to beleive that my life is hard for me? I'm 25, my husbands disabled and I have 3 young kids. And if that isn't enough I have a lot of emotional/mental/mood (whatever you wanna call it) problems. I guess I am just selfish for wanting to be pitied sometimes. I know I got myself into this mess and I gotta live with it.
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