I dont have any idea what I should do about anything. Knowing he cheated hurts so much I can't even begin to contemplate any worse feeling. It hurts so much I'm physically ill. I'm so upset. and to make it worse he doesn't know that I know about it. It's clear based on his behaviour that something is bothering him. I can only hope that he's bothered by the fact that he messed up and he regrets it. I hope we can move past this because I love him so damn much it hurts. We have a daugter and a life together and I don't want that to change. I wish I could just go back and make it all better. I can't help but to feel like I did something to push him to this and that I've failed as a person. I'm blaming myself again. I know that I didn't force him to cheat but I feel like I caused this somehow. I hate that it's come to this. I just want to make it all go away.
God provides if you have faith in him he provided a mobility scooter for me on Thursday yesterday almost broke foot but he's healing have faith young lady's.
Isaiah 44:2 New Living Translation (NLT)2 The Lord who made you and helps you says:Do not be afraid