I dont have any idea what I should do about anything. Knowing he cheated hurts so much I can't even begin to contemplate any worse feeling. It hurts so much I'm physically ill. I'm so upset. and to make it worse he doesn't know that I know about it. It's clear based on his behaviour that something is bothering him. I can only hope that he's bothered by the fact that he messed up and he regrets it. I hope we can move past this because I love him so damn much it hurts. We have a daugter and a life together and I don't want that to change. I wish I could just go back and make it all better. I can't help but to feel like I did something to push him to this and that I've failed as a person. I'm blaming myself again. I know that I didn't force him to cheat but I feel like I caused this somehow. I hate that it's come to this. I just want to make it all go away.
A Bible Reading Plan!It’s the time of year when many Christians are preparing to start a new Bible reading plan. New Year’s resolutions come and go each year, giving us the opportunity to look back at what we committed to last year, and offering a fresh start for something new. Wanting to read the Bible more is a common Christian desire when looking ahead to the new year.It’s not...
Hey guys! I am not feeling the holiday spirit. I normally would have all of my holiday cards sent out, but I have not even created my card list yet. Feeling overwhelmed and pressured at work, due to being somewhat new. I was put on probation, which is completely unfair due to not being at 100 percent compliance, which is out of my control. I hope you are all doing well :)