Depression Support Group
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I don't care...I DON"T CARE...I DON'T CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!]
i haven't cared for a very long time....and I am driving myself crazy trying to make myself care.....
I've been awake since 4:30...trying to make myself care enough to get up and go help my mom....and I can't !!!!
I just don't care....and I know y'all get tired of hearing me yell and scream...and y'all think I'm not trying to do anything to help myself...but I can't... I really don't care...
I was thinking and I don't remember the last time I cared...I know it was back last year...but i had started not caring about anything in about march or april...and by the time my son graduated from high school...I was proud of him but I didn't enjoy it cause I didn't care...GOD...that doesn't even make sense to me how can I expect it to make sense to anyone else!!!!
OH and when he left for college I was proud of him...and I still am...but I don't care!!!!!! about anything
but really I don't even care about me how can I care about anything or anyone else!!!!!
I don't know what the hell this is but I hate it!!!! I don't have any feelings whatsoever...and I am trying cause I know the feelings I used to have...but they just aren't there anymore....
i haven't cared for a very long time....and I am driving myself crazy trying to make myself care.....
I've been awake since 4:30...trying to make myself care enough to get up and go help my mom....and I can't !!!!
I just don't care....and I know y'all get tired of hearing me yell and scream...and y'all think I'm not trying to do anything to help myself...but I can't... I really don't care...
I was thinking and I don't remember the last time I cared...I know it was back last year...but i had started not caring about anything in about march or april...and by the time my son graduated from high school...I was proud of him but I didn't enjoy it cause I didn't care...GOD...that doesn't even make sense to me how can I expect it to make sense to anyone else!!!!
OH and when he left for college I was proud of him...and I still am...but I don't care!!!!!! about anything
but really I don't even care about me how can I care about anything or anyone else!!!!!
I don't know what the hell this is but I hate it!!!! I don't have any feelings whatsoever...and I am trying cause I know the feelings I used to have...but they just aren't there anymore....
It was so awful and scared me so much I thought I was losing my mind.
I can only speak for myself. My problem is that I actually care too much and that it just wears me out.
Often the only way that I can get myslef away from the " not caring" is to be angry. I know its not the best but at least it lets me look at what is really going on sometimes if I can find the anger (not get stuck in it just find it) then i can recognize the pain and then I am able to take action and then I can feel caring again.
Like I said that is just my proccess and not the best one I am sure.
But I would rather that then feeling nothing at all.
Perhaps like me the feelings are there you are just so overwhelmed at the moment that you have shut them down as a survival mechanism.
I don't know if that helps at all but I do understand.