I don't fully know what to say, but I want you to know that I'm rooting for you. I believe that you can overcome your depression and find a way to move past all these things that have happened in your life. I may not be able to help you, but I want you to know that I care about you and I am rooting for you.

Dying is never the solution. I wish I could say something that made you feel better, but all I can say is that I have been in your place (wanting to commit suicide). Please hang in there. Whenever I feel really depressed or sad I just tell myself that I am stronger than this and get really mad. Then I find the strength to not feel that way. I also offer all my suffering for the well being of my loved ones. You will be in my prayers. Find something that helps you feel better and grab on as strong as you can.

Blah Blah Blah you've heard all this but I'm gonna say it anyways. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. What I think is important you realize is that you feel like crap /for now/ (I use "/" marks for italics btw) but it will take a turn, these things come in waves and you're just having a bad time /right now./ Try finding a good venting system that works for you, I like this website and use it as a primary "venting target" but you might like a journal or talking to a friend/someone important in your life.

Support to you and many hugs! Message me if you want.

Please know that you are on a site with people that care about you and will be here to listen if you need to talk. Please take each day one minute at a time. Is there anything that you like to do? Maybe a hobby that makes you happy. I like to start my day with quiet time and a cup of coffee after reading my daily bible reading. It really is really calming. Is there anything in the morning that is calming to you? Please contact me if you need to talk. There are so many people here that care, please let us help you.

Dear You

I'm sorry to hear you are having a rough time. It seems your life has brought you a few challenges or so to make you feel like giving up.

And as I'll never know what you're going through I do know your feelings and emotions about your situations are quite real!

You mentioned you attempted suicide. But have you ever thought to wonder why you're still here?

Friend although you have been through so much in life you are really stronger than you think.

And as you can not see it now your life has purpose and meaning and one day the very trials you thought defeated you will become your testimony which will set you and so many others free!

You can do this! Hold on to the beautiful things in life and let that become your motivation.

Good Luck...