Please don't. I have thought about suicide too. However, i have hope. We are in this together. You probably feel alone and like nobody cares but they do. Ive been through alot of stuff and at 35, im still here. Im living proof that we can fight. Getting help can be worth it. I finally found a therapist who is fantastic. Please dont give up, think about all the people that would miss u and believe me they would. Please feel free to write me

Hi Trichster. Just like dyinginside35, I know what you are feeling. Even feeling a lot better in the last months, I think of suicide sometimes, but I am here, still fighting and we have this in common. You are still fighting and things can get better. If you want to write me, I will be happy to talk ;-)

I am sorry you are feeling this way. Please don't do anything to harm yourself. If something bad happened to you, your family and friends would be devastated. You would be missed by man who love and care about you. Are you seeing a doctor and/or therapist? If not I would recommend that you find a good therapist and a psychiatrist who may recommend medication,

I have a therapist. I am in between medications right now and its awful. I don't have a psychiatrist at the moment. Trying to find one near me that's accepting new patients. I just feel so miserable and numb

Please don't harm yourself! Your life matters in this world. Don't give up, and keep fighting! You'll make it through! Xoxo

"between medications"

Medication VERY often results in a HUGE improvement. DO NOT do anything negative until you are back on it.

Depression/Suicide is VERY serious .. but TREATABLE. You are (obviously) off medication(?) and that explains it all to me. Killing/harming yourself for such a 'simple' reason would be beyond tragic.

Wandering Vet is right...Within the last couple months I switched meds. there may be a small window where you rid your body of one and then start the new one. They started me on a small dose... after a few days I called and asked if they would bump it up and they did. They need to know if you are feeling so bad.

Something else you said...if you can take a week off sometime soon.... I was in a bad spot like you many years ago. I also was in that black hole and saw no way out... I was lucky as my sister sensed how bad I was and wouldn't let me "wait til I could get time off"...She got me there then...
If you are feeling that desperate and empty, please go to mental health (or have someone take you.) now...not when you "find" time.

There is still a big taboo as far as depression and mental health, but I found there are alot of people who do find themselves so desperate and in there for many different reasons. There you will have counselors to help you work through things (You will also have others struggling as well) But you will get (or find) what you need.

My thoughts and prayers are with you. YOU are worth making time for you now.

Don't forget this is all just the disorder and u are strong. Nothing wrong w checking into a clinic. I thought about it when I started getting sick again. 24 hour care, doctors always there, and u can really get the treatment u need.

never lose hope :D ! i'm sure u will be happy healthy once again dear ! i'm praying with u <3

I can feel your frustration with life; however, you can help yourself perhaps by medication and counseling by a mental-health professional and couple that with exercise that releases chemicals that can lift your mood, increase your energy. Also please don’t overlook your spiritual needs: Pour out your heart to God in prayer…it can help calm you. Philippians 4:6,7