If your having suicidal thoughts you should go to a hospital or call a crisis line. I do care and am willing to talk whenever your ready. Just remember that your thought are a chemical imbalance and it will pass. Medicine helps look past that but it is a never ending battle. Just like a marriage you have your ups and downs. But, you stay committed to that person. Unless they physically hurt you or commit adultery. Or you hurt your self or turn to addiction to cure your disease. Anyway I'm here just message me. Or reply to this message. You are loved.

I just can’t stop crying I feel so betrayed hurt confused and fucked up. I just can’t stop thinking about what they did to me people I cared about and trusted it’s consuming me.

I just wish someone would listen understand.

It’s been hours upon hours it’s just too much

My heart is just broken

Maybe if you could give some details, we can help you.

Sucks someone hurt you but the best thing to do is do not let other people dictate how you feel. External shit comes and goes just like yesterday won’t be like tomorrow so I guess what I’m trying to say is talk to your counselor and use the tools that they give you. With that all being said I’m sorry you are hurting but it will pass. Ok. People do care

I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. If you want to talk about it here and give more details would that help? I think this site is a pretty safe place to express yourself. Message me any time. Hugs.

it is painful and sometimes the darkness get us but I am sure you are a wonderful person and we are here to help I know how that feels call the hot line go outside get away from your thoughts That is why I am on here to get away from the dark hole we plunge into I know you would like someone to rescue you here we are keep talking big hug to you

I wasted able to even go into any words that night it was all too much I was shaking and crying all night long my eyes stinging and puffy I felt like my own skin was crawling and I wanted to get out of my own body I hate being me that much. If I had the balls I would have done something to not wake up ever again it just would ya e been so much easier kinder than feeling this way. This world is a cruel cruel place and I hate being in it.

I have created a new post with more words or detail of maybe why I may be feeling this way at the moment amongst other things...