I hate my mind right now.. I am so sick and tired of being just fine and then out of no where I suddenly feel like the world is closing in on me and I can't explain why. It just comes out of no where. I go from fine to ok to terrible in only minutes. I can't live this way anymore.. I can't take it. And I feel like I have no escape.. no way out. I would never ever consider taking my own life.. I like being alive.. it's better than being dead as far as I'm concerned, no matter how painful living may be. But if I can't just die and I can't keep living the way I am.. and I can't change my flip-flopping nature.. what the hell can I do? Do I have to just suck it up and keep going, knowing that I'll never just be ok and stay ok?? I just can't do it... so frustrated... so tired....... fuck meeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!
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