Anyone who deserves to be in your life will accept all of you , including your past and flaws.

Thank you so much I really need support . God bless you hugs

Yeah, Love_is_kind is right, if people get away from you when you open up to them it just affirms that they are not good people to be around you, real friends care about us no matter what, they don't judge us, they try to help us... there are here a lot of supportive and kind people, I was feeling alone just like you and posting and talking to people here has helping me very much! Anyway, I hope you can find inner peace and eventually special people will come to your life :) hugs!

BiaxDo5 you are right too , I don't have a lot of friends , when one of my "friends" need me I'm there for them but when I need them nobody pay me attention . I hope too find some real friends . God bless you hugs

yeah Anna, I can relate to that... I don't think I have real friends too, but I've been reflecting a lot about my life and I'm kinda confident I'm gonna find some people someday... I'm trying really hard to control myself and don't freak out about it. If you want to talk about these things, feel free to message me!

Thanks again you are an angel !

Hi Anna, I read your post last night, your words were short, but you spoke volumes. I understand that you are tired and weary. I understand that people disappoint us and we only feel as good as the last time up at bat. We are in times when people don't seem to stay for the ups AND downs of relationships, rather they leave and move on, hoping to find something better or more satisfying. It doesn't work that way and most feel empty and try to fill that space with things that don't work. But you have God! God will fill up that loneliness in your heart. When those that you counted on leave, it may be His protection. It will get better because you will experience people who will accept you for who you are, the good, the bad and the ugly. That is real love and that is the glue that keeps relationships solid. Love is an intentional choice and we can't be consumed with trying to look wonderful and perfect, we are not built that way. Consider a few things to feel better. If you belong to a church, talk to your pastor and see if you can be involved in a bible study and/or a support group of some sort. Get involved in positive things! Join a group that would bring you some joy, like a hiking group or a book club or whatever you like to do! If you think professional counseling can help, consider making a call today. Be gentle with yourself. Believe in yourself and know that God loves you EXACTLY as you are. We all come with pasts that we wish were different but that does not define us nor inhibit us to experience real love and joy in this life. I wish you well and I will keep you in my prayers. Bless you this day!

Thanks your words make me like I'm not alone in this situation , I always pray , in a few times I tried to kill myself and God was with me in this difficult moment , I'm a prove that God is here , I appreciate your words more than you could imagine thanks again . God bless you

Hi Anna, I am praying for a day filled with blessings today! Hang strong! Life can be hard, it can be lonely. I understand how dark it can get for you. I am thankful to hear you felt God's presence in your deepest pain as you contemplated ending your life. God walks before you, beside you and behind you. Hold on to HIM, He is your rescue rope and He will NOT let you fall. You may see the pit, but you will NOT fall in. Think of one thing to do every day for yourself. Go buy yourself a cup of coffee and sit and read something positive; go buy yourself some flowers and let them bring a smile to your heart, spend time with a trusted friend, take a walk, watch a movie that will lift your spirits. Hang on, dear Anna! Consider reaching out to your church or a church in your area for people who will come alongside you and hold your hand. You are special! Never forget that. You remain in my prayers.

Thanks HopeandMoreHope I really appreciate your words for now I feel better , I'm going to the church tomorrow , sometimes reading a book or listening music makes me feel in peace . Thanks for your prays and your blessings, you are an amazing person who deserve a lot of good things in your life . God bless you

Thanks for your kind and generous words! I am so so happy that you are gong to church tomorrow! There will be loving people there and let them love you! Yes, play sweet music, it does soothe our souls. Know it will get better, God will walk you through this! Take fifteen minutes at a time and remember that you are a special creation!

Thanks again you are a special creation too . hugs

I know the pain you speak of I have terminal diseases that arrested going to take my life soon but that won't stop me we are all the same everyone has flaws and your soul mate just out there those who leave you were just a speed bump where you will meet the person of your dreams I promise you

Thanks I hope it too . Hugs