Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I can't do this anymore. I found out the other day I have a 23 year old sister Megan which means another child my dad had during the the years before I was born and was with my mother during the other like 5 kids he had. But thats not the issue right now I just can't deal with life anymore I think each day it's safe to say I feel more suicidal then before :( I'm ready to start cutting but if I cut I plan to take care of myself making sure nothing goes wrong like infection I feel too safe about it to consider myself suicidal but like I told a few people today if I was in a situation where I was gonna possibly die or I'm gonna suffer a lot, I'd probably just kill myself and choose death or let myself die. I feel like I have little to live for and even though those things I do have to live for are huge parts of my life and very dear to me they don't out way the bad feelings I get and are almost meaningless. I need more help then what I have available to me I think :(
Do you realize you (like most of us here on DS) have a mental health problem ... depression (at least).
Health problems require help from the medical profession. Are you getting any? If so, . get more. Your position is calling for effective medical attention.