I am new to this support group and would like some help and suggestions. I have been in the middle of my depression and can not seem to get out of this hole. I realized that I was very low the other night when I tried to cut. I feel so much pain inside that I don't know what to do with it and I can't even seem to cry anymore. I think that part of me is afraid that if I start, then I won't stop. I am a mother and seem to be doing a crappy job of that lately. My kids just run the house all day and then when my husband gets home, I get to hear about how I should keep them in line and make them pick up. I can hardly get myself motivated to shower and get dressed everyday and he expects me to be June Cleaver!!! I want to leave and run away from everything right now. I feel like a total screw up and everyone would be better off without me here
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