Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Supposed to be the first step. Right? Admittance...
I have an issue and it's seen in my apartment, care of self, and lack of focus in things I love. I just want to sleep... and i do sleep... I'm tired of being exhausted. <- ironic, I know... and I just wanna be content.
Way easier said than done...
I'll try to clean my apartment some tomorrow afternoon morning services and since it's making me feel like a disgusting slob hopefully that helps some...
I know I am not alone... I have talked to those who love me today and they have been wonderful. I just really need to hear there is light at the end of the tunnel. Contentment. Energy. Something...
Of those you spoke with today, are there any you trust enough to ask to come over and help you around your house? It may sound pathetic or ridiculous, but it's not. I got so bad once that I finally had to break down and call my most trusted, understanding friend and just blurt out something like "My mind is a wreck and my house is the physical representation of that and I can't change this alone please help me." She did. It was the only way I would have been able to make a start and gain some momentum to continue.
All the people i have talked to are in another state. College friends whom I know love me but are hours away. I have one friend here and I maybe could ask her but I'm afraid she will not look at me the same...