Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Wow. I was doing great. I had finally found a boyfriend who I think I am insanely in love with but I haven't heard from him ALL day today and I'm worried. My mind keeps telling me I'm worthless and he is spending time with someone else. I don't know why I'm thinking that. I don't believe it but when my mind keeps telling me it so many times, I will start to believe it. Also I'm stressed out with college and it's going to be my first Christmas without my bestfriend and I keep thinking about her often. I don't know why either. It's like shes taking over my mind. Sorry for rambling on, but my main concern is that I started having suicidal thoughts again today and I don't know what to do. I'm not going to kill myself. I kind of do want to cut myself but I don't know =/ If I can not cut myself, should I not worry about going to a hospital. I've had these "ideas" for so long and they went away and now their back and I'm scared.
I have been there before and I was very suicidal. Sometimes
the hospital helps but sometimes it does not.
You should try to stay away from the Sharp objects. That seemed to help me.