It does get better. doesn't seem like it, but it will. The fact that you have an education is awesome. I have a BA and from discussions with peers think that that the crisis will get better and we will pull ourselves out.

Houses are starting to go up in price and busnesses are reporting small profit, this all indicates we are on the mend of the crisis. Keep hoping and doing for yourself.

I hope you feel better soon.

First let me say, I am so sorry you are feeling like this. I have been where you are and know how bad it feels.
Have you talked to a professional? Medication could help get you out of the low and get you thinking in a different direction.
Talk to friends, if you can. Maybe write in a journal. That helps me a lot.
I know it seems like the end of the world, but it will get better.
I'm here if you need a friend.

You are in the same space that many of us are. I am unfortunately on Social Security Disability and it's not because I choose to be, but because I cannot work. I tried and after a year of suffering, I made my problems worse. My oldest son came and lived with me for just over a year and then when he wanted to have his son full time, I let him move in too. It was not easy but I would do it again if I had to. Many people are afraid of what's to come, but since we don't know for sure, we need to try and not make it harder on ourselves by thinking the worse. That is a sure fire way of making our depression much worse then it needs to be. That is how I feel. Please believe me when I say that you are not worthless and your life is not hopeless. Keep posting here for moral support, opinions if you need it, but please don't give up on yourself, you are worth more then that.

Dear Oney,

When I look at you ... I find myself lacking in so many areas .... and that is my problem when I start comparing myself with others and I always have a tendency to hammer myself and put myself down. Until recently I am learning to be more thankful in the good and the bad.

I checked your profile ..

"INTERESTS
Pedagogy. On-line bussiness. Radio Operation. Martial arts. Language Classes. Web design. Rol Playing Games. Hiking. Travel. Personal Growth workshops. Graphic Design. Science. Psychology. Animals."

You are an amazing person with so many interests .... and are there any interests here which you can use to make some extra income so that you can diversify your income. Having a job or not .. does not define who you are .... I struggle with that myself .... I tend to define myself by my job, my status, my income, what I have or don't have etc ... but I am learning to let go ... and look inside and see the real me.

If your depression is due to chemical imbalance .. you will need to seek medical advice to get help ... to get you back on track.

Oney ... life is always worth living regardless of the situation around us because there are people who cares and loves you. Many times they might be right in front of us, we would not see them. Reach out and you will see that there is hope, there is help.

Hang in there buddy.

Thanks everybody I will just let my head cool for a while. After all I can't work with all that in my head. I understand what you say but something inside me feels tired of waiting for it to get better. I promise I will relax a little and go to the beach with my couple next saturday will help I think. Well walk there. Hugs to you all.