Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Home doesn't feel like home anymore...
Ever felt you could just run away and work your life out?
I am now me living my life and owing nobody anything. It's an absolute relief.
Sometimes you get into a dynamic in your life where you're absolutely hog tied by everyone's expectations of you. You can't be you, you can't find you. And the stress builds... Smashing the bubble is the only way to escape it. So go for it. Remember a bad decision is always better than no decision. A bad decision, you make a huge mess, you clean it up, you grow and learn. No decision? depression, anxiety, suicide as the pressure builds and builds and your life stays stuck in a hole.
Where do you live? Who are you with? What are they like? Is there any possibility of fixing things without leaving? Because that's a skill you need to learn too.
@bridgie101 thats exactly how i feel...buh then it takes some balls to just get up, pack n leave....theres a alot to consider, i have absolutely no other place to go besides here..i already feel alone at home and being in a foreign place literally alone scares me... Another things thats holding me baq is, one min things are bad, like really bad and i feel i could and should leave just then and there, the next, everyone is understanding and supportive..and is all good and when it is i'm able to focus on myself again with no preasure, no expectations, i can function and think clearly and start doing me...