Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
i'm so depressed 24/7 and the suicidal ideation is worse every time and im genuinely so detached like i cant stand to be alive and no one cares or realises, everything is pointless, not long ago again i was fixated on dying next year and not before no matter what but now i'm not so sure at all anymore and i just want everything to Stop. there's no point and no place for me here my mental state is always getting worse. i love my friends and sometimes they make everything seem good but it's only a distraction from depression and i feel so disconnected all the time anyway, im just so desperate and having to get up everyday and get through the week is strenuous. the only reason im not killing myself is because i don't have the resources or energy but it's the only alternative
You're feeling a sense of panic/pressure/emergency, right?
How would your life be if you weren't feeling that sense of emergency? That push?
This is your job to work out, because the only difference between your life being fine, and your life being torment, is this pressure. You need to learn to identify it, extrapolate it, and defuse it.
Everyone has to do this. it's like a giant bubble that, when you work hard enough to pop it, is just gone. it'll be a fad you had once. A phase you went through. Like a crush, or a fantasy. Gone.
Up to you but this is where you need to look to deconstruct it.