Last year in December I went through a trauma.. I was sexually assulted by a man I work with, he is older then me by about 6-7 years I'm 21. He was my friend but then he started forcing himself on me, choking me forcing me to kiss him and also made me touch his erection. The dates of the assault were December 17-18 during this time the man was "grooming me" and I was being very nasty to my family and my boyfriend.. I haddent slept with my boyfriend for 2 weeks until Christmas Day, the man who assulted me messed my head up and I am now in a position where I hate myself everyday. On my 21st birthday(February 4th) of this year I found out I was pregnant.. I was happy for about 2 weeks, and then I started doubting my baby being my boyfriends. It has become an everyday obsessive thought for me, I am currently in therapy and have been diagnosed with prenatal depression and severe anxiety.

i don't see how the baby isn't my boyfriends as I only had sex with him and not the man who assulted me. I just cannot remember if he fingered me and if he did I cannot remember if he had pre cum on his fingers.

im terrified about having this baby, I'm pretty sure he didn't finger me or touch my vagina under my clothing as I was just coming off my period and was experiencing brown vaginal discharge.

i need some help from someone, my last period ended December 14th the assault was that weekend on the 17-18 and I had sex with my boyfriend December 25th.. my period is usually irregular and does not last a full 7 days, if you can help me I would appreciate it

sorru for the long lost but appreciate those of you who can take the time out to read and help me out.