Depression Support Group
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Here's a link to yesterday's post...
http://www.dailystrength.org/c/Depression/forum/17433669-here-i-go-again/lastpage
I am not doing much better...trying very hard to go downtown but I just cant seem to get going...anyway...I was in the RR a minute ago and had a thought....
...My days turn into weeks...weeks into months...months into years...and I am just wasting away...and it's been going on for years...since Nov 2011, maybe even longer...
And then recently, when my mom fell and developed dementia...well I realized that my worst fear had realized...I am all alone in this world!!!...
so recently I've just spinning out of control and wasting away...and I don't know what to do...this shit just sucks!!!....
http://www.dailystrength.org/c/Depression/forum/17433669-here-i-go-again/lastpage
I am not doing much better...trying very hard to go downtown but I just cant seem to get going...anyway...I was in the RR a minute ago and had a thought....
...My days turn into weeks...weeks into months...months into years...and I am just wasting away...and it's been going on for years...since Nov 2011, maybe even longer...
And then recently, when my mom fell and developed dementia...well I realized that my worst fear had realized...I am all alone in this world!!!...
so recently I've just spinning out of control and wasting away...and I don't know what to do...this shit just sucks!!!....
No violations!!!
Sometimes the best thing to do is to make token efforts. Even if you only go outside to take a few breaths, that can be a victory.
Hugs
I hope you can find a ray of sunshine through all the bleakness.
However, based on the info presented, I do not think you are an abuser.
I think should a similar situation arise, you will probably handle it effectively, but differently. There was much to be learned from that incident.