I hear yeah.. Yep thats not good for the kid at all..Can you bust loose and get out go somewhere. Message me if you like

Do you live with your parents

I understand and feel for you, Trisha8013535. Of course, the best thing for you, since you are an adult, is to try not to live with your parents or talk to them very much. Of course, financially, this may may not be feasible. If so, we have to come up with something else. It is very hard for a single mother, and I understand your concern about crying in front of your child. I've been depressed most of my life, and my children were aware of it then, and now that I'm 75, on lots of meds, see a therapist and psychiatrist. My kids are OK, though. I think it's best to tell our children as much of the truth as they can understand: "Mommy has some things going on in my brain which make me unhappy and cry." But I still, and always will, love you. I'm pretty sure medication is the best way to start healing. I know you must have so much going on, financial difficulties, no job, lonely, isolated. Maybe you can start with little baby steps, after you go to a doctor. Leave your daughter with someone and find something to do that you can force yourself to attend, just to be around people.
It is so hard. I know. People don't understand how depression can tear us apart. We, at this forum, can understand. Know that you are not alone. Google "services for single mothers" and see if anything useful comes up. Put in your town.
You can always contact me if you need to talk. You can also ask your doctor to try to explain to your mother what this illness really is-and that you can't help it.

I think the question is, what's the rest of the story? Why are you there living with them, what put you in that room?

When we can nut a few of those things out we can suggest the best way forward.

I am so sorry that you feel this way. Please find something that you love to do. maybe you and your daughter can go out some during the day and get away from the stress even if it is just for a little while. Please contact me if you need someone to talk to. I will be praying for you and your daughter.

OK Guys I will go ahead and explain what happen to my ex Robert and our marriage together. Last year on Aug 28th he told the police department the biggest lie ever. He claims during our huge argument that afternoon that I made a mark on his face and hit him in the shoulder so I got arrested and ban from the house but the charges he put on me got drop in court so since I couldn't go back to the house the only choice I had is to live back at my parents house few months later I won custody of Grace from Robert so trying to adjust living back here is very hard for me. Also I am having a very hard time getting over Robert since we got a child now I still got to see him all the time. Also there was time I did honestly love him so much and care about him a lot so that is the story guys

Do you have any marketable job skills? Doing a job, you'd make money, and with that money, you could take care of yourself and your child, away from your controlling mother, whom you could verbally assert firm boundaries toward. Are you able to work or are you disabled?

I had a job just a small part time job but I lost because early this summer I end up having my very first seizure in my bedroom so they let me go because that happen

She sounds like a lot like my mom
w0uld love to talk. Message me if you would like to. Hugs... Gramybear

trisha, you cannot put your personal information out on a thread or a reply to a thread.

OK I am very sorry O wasn't totally all there yesterday when I posted this I am glad you told me