Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Itzjustme 02/09/2010

I'm on the verge of doing something vey bad to myself.....I don't want t be here anymore! But dk t wwanna die....I'm outs control...I didn't stop screaming fir 5 mins... I wanna run away.....it's not fair... Everything I do I wrong in this damn house....I cnt take it! He just kept saying shutup shutup shutup.....I was going to leave but he blocked the door....I'm not acres anymore ...idc about getting slappedbi rly don't anymore wy cu be worse than how I am right now....I'm still on and off with crying ...m cheat feels sooo tight and I feel like I cn breath

deleted_user 02/09/2010

He is being abusive to you. You don't need that or deserve it. If you can, get away. It sounds like you are very angry and you want to hurt someone. Hurting yourself, though, won't make you feel any better. Is there someone you can call? It sounds like you need an in person friend. You have my thoughts and prayers.

deleted_user 02/09/2010

are you living at home or with a boyfriend? either way please stay safe. hugs

pinkpumpkin143 02/09/2010

I hope that you are ok. Do you have anyone you can call?

Itzjustme 02/09/2010

I love wth my dad......he's soooo mean to me.....my mom says she doesn't wanna listen to me...she told me today wen o said isn't wanna be here.....I hae no one

DonnaB49 02/09/2010

If you father is abusive to you then why are you living with him. Maybe you can call child protective services, you shouldn't have to live with someone who is mistreating you.

deleted_user 02/09/2010

Please find a way to keep yourself safe. Hugs.

deleted_user 02/09/2010

hon - you're strong... less than a year left! i know you can do this...

the problem is NOT you. you are NOT doing anything wrong... the problem is your dad, you know this already - you're just having a hard moment here...

love you hon!

deleted_user 02/09/2010

screw that bastard

but don't hurt anyone please!! including yourself!

do you have any meds now?

Itzjustme 02/10/2010

yea i have 3 left..and im just so scared of wat would happen when there finished..ive been telling my parents since i had 2 weeks worth left....i have til june of next yr :(

meandthebeast 02/10/2010

:(... Why is he this way do you think?

deleted_user 02/10/2010

has anyone heard an update ?

deleted_user 02/10/2010

I do not understand why if you have told people how badly he has treated you in your therapy , how is it he still is allowed custody of you? Im sorry for your pain. is there some other relative you could go live with/

Itzjustme 02/10/2010

i have no idea..hes miserable and got his own self into..and hes takin gout on me cuz i fight back now instead of taking the bs

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