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Hello I just need to let go

Angelita1113
Angelita1113

Hey I'm sorry I might ramble but I just need to let go you don't have to listen but anyways It all started last August when my soul mate.                  (not romantic) was ripped from the only home she ever new, she was only 4 now she's 5 couldn't even say happy birthday, Mia  that name haunts me in my dreams ,my thoughts I try to keep myself busy  because I know if I let my mind wander ill break down this is the first time in almost a year I've been able to think about it. Yesterday was the fourth of July, oh man exactly a year ago she was at my house with me playing with me she spent two nights just laughing I think that was the last I was truly happy and has it roles around to almost a year with out her I start to dread everyday, everyday I live without her and I'm sure you're like just move on with life but you don't know how it is to never see the person you loved the most again.      I put a mask on everyday to hold it in but I can't do it for much longer, and I've sent to therapy once but they just said it was because I was twelve at the time or its a phase but I'm so sad I get dehydrated on a regular basis from how much I cry and no I'm not joking anyway I think I'm just gonna go bye.


lighttheway
lighttheway
I am sorry for you loss and hope your pain lessens.
Angelita1113
Angelita1113
I do just want to clarify that she is.not dead but her abusive aunt is keeping her locked away who knows where
lighttheway
lighttheway
thats awful..was she a relative of yours?
Angelita1113
Angelita1113
Pretty much my aunt fostered her for 2 years since she was 1 so she was like a little sister .
lighttheway
lighttheway
its sounds like you two were close and you cared very much about her.any chance you can see her again?
Community LeaderThePepperMan
ThePepperMan
If her aunt is doing these things, then please, PLEASE, contact the police in your area. Or child protective services. They are the ones who can effect change for this little girl.
Angelita1113
Angelita1113
Trust me i've tried they honestly don't care they just say thank you we will look into it bye and that's all I here of it all I can do is hope when she's older she'll remember me.
Angelita1113
Angelita1113
And fallingleaves I have her aunts number and I call multiple times a day nothing she has my number and all I can do is she it keeps and can call me when she's older.
muskrattiger
muskrattiger
I am so sorry ....this must.be so hard on you ......I will keep her in my prayers .......you don't just get over somthing like that but it can become easer ..as time passes but when you have depreshion ...it gets worse .......I hope ...you get to see her when she gets older ......at two they don't rember to much .....but if she is being mistreated she may rember the only person who was good to her .......take care ...God bless
Laurie222
Laurie222
CPS should look into it... it's the law, no?
If you do not think they are taking you seriously, maybe the police...? You are 13 years old now? Sorry if I mis-read! Maybe talk to a counselor at your school. She may be able to help. At the very least, keep talking about this; it's not good to keep your feelings bottled up. Do you have a friend or relative you can talk to? Gosh, I hope you can get some light put into this situation.
Angelita1113
Angelita1113
She was four when she left now five so I hope that she will remember at that age I know when I was about that age I remembered a lot and to clarify that her aunt didn't physically abuse her but mentally abuse her and say how she needs to stop eating that she's to fat and she was nothing close to fat so I don't think the police cares since its not physical. And yes I am thirteen , but I'm home schooled so I don't really have anyone I can confide in.
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