Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
i am so heartbroken. i have realized that someone i very much loved, trusted, and believed in has been lying to me for a long time. i confronted him about it and instead of being honest he continues to lie. all i want is the truth - no matter how much it hurts. b/c at least knowing the truth i can deal with it, instead of constantly wonder about it.
i feel so stupid, used, and manipulated. i feel like i never really knew this person. i need answers and he is the only one who can give them to me but he continues to lie.
i don't think i can deal with this - i had my heart broken very badly before him - he knew this - and now he has done it again, but worse. worse than anyone ever could. i hate everything - and i don't think i can go through the months of pain and healing. i can't do it.
i feel so stupid, used, and manipulated. i feel like i never really knew this person. i need answers and he is the only one who can give them to me but he continues to lie.
i don't think i can deal with this - i had my heart broken very badly before him - he knew this - and now he has done it again, but worse. worse than anyone ever could. i hate everything - and i don't think i can go through the months of pain and healing. i can't do it.
But you do get past it. And if you can avoid becoming bitter, you get stronger. You learn to love without NEEDING someone so much. The trick is to learn to love yourself so that when someone else can't handle being responsible and adult in a relationship, you have the strength to say "you know what, that's just fine. There's someone out there for me who's being made ready for me, and boy are they gonna have to be READY!!"
I have to admit that there are some hurts in my past that I still want to rehash. I think I want the "villain" to confess their wrongs and beg forgiveness. But I know it ain't gonna happen.