You hang in there. You will get through this. Have you tried the break up and divorce support Group. It helped me a few years ago. Good luck ((hugs))

Sending some love your way. I wish I knew what to say to help you. It will pass, you will get moved, grieve your marriage and the kids will be ok. It just takes time, a lot of time.

wow, you have a lot on your plate. you do have to nourish yourself though and try to eat, even if it's those shakes that the weight lifters drink, try to go into GNC at the mall and ask them, this way at least you'll get the vitamins you need.

During this time also, lean on all the support that you can, family and friends, that is what they are there for..good times and bad.

you have to try to calm your nerves and emotions, it's hard and no medicine is going to override what you are going through right now. see if you can find help with watching the kids. you need to give yourself some rest. naps.

you are stronger than you know and you will get through this and then on the other side is going to be a whole new life. in the meantime, please accept these virtual gentle hugs for some peace and solace from a mother of 4 who has been there.

I wish I had family, friends, or support where I am but we are not close and out of state. I'm here by myself and my exH. I'm trying to deal with it best I can. I had a counselor but honestly have no time to even see her with the kids snd working more than full time. She was a bit too clinical and I know can't relate. I'm looking for another.

I am in the BU/D group, as well. There are some great stories of hope and I have made some great friends there. Right now I'm just super depressed and I thought coming here might help. I just feel like I'm losing everything all over again. I don't want to lose my kids, yet I know it's not healthy to hang onto them like I am. I just don't think I can do this anymore. I can't live life like this and be this unhappy no matter how I try to fix it.

And lastly, this has been going on for almost 3 years. It never ends, but I'm in denial about a lot of it too. I guess I just wish I could turn back time. I'm not moving on well at all even though I had thought I made great strides.

keep ur head up!!!! I to am going through a rough time, what med are u currently on if u dont mind me asking

ElenaNJ had some wonderful words for you. Please keep reading her reply. Sending thoughts of love and comfort. (Hug)

Roxie

I'm on Ambien to help me sleep, some Xanax for the anxiety and night panic attacks, and Celexa for the antidepressant.

I have someone for you to talk to, but I can't get to your private profile, so I sent it in a link. Hope you get it.

And you Are gonna get through this. You are gonna eat this elephant one bite at a time and you will come out on top. Settle in for the Long Ride. Sorry, but don't hope for any quick fixes ok?