Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I have had a heart attack before. I think I might be having one now and I hope so. Same signs as before. I do not intend to seek help this time. I want it to kill me. I have been so unhappy so long that I just want it to be over. My wife has no idea and I will not tell her. My being so miserable is taking a tole on her also so I think she can go on with her life. Maybe meet someone and be happy. I hope so.
Gentle hugs
I HAVE BEEN HAVING SMALL CHEST PAINS ON MY LEFT SIDE.
I HAVENT TOLD MY HUBBY ABOUT THEM.
I HAD BRAIN SURGERY IN 2009 AND M NOT IN ANY HURRY 4 HEART SURGERY.
MY HUBBY HAD A 4 WAY BY PASS 2 YEARS AGO.
WE DONT HAVE ANY CHILDREN..............................
READ BETWEEN THE LINES.................................
I M ONLY TELLING U ALL...................................
MOM IS 88 AND IN A NURSING HOME UP NORTH.
SHE HAS SEVERE ALZHEIMERS AND DOESNT RECALL MUCH.
MY BROTHER LIVES BY HER NURSING HOME.................
I JUST FEEL OVERWHELMED BY THE WHOLE THING, MY SURGERY, MY HEALTH ISSUES, MY TIREDNESS ALL THE TIME, MY NOT BEING ABLE 2 DRIVE OR FUNCTION NORMALLY.
IT IS JUST TOO MUCH I KEEP TELLING THE LORD, BUT WHAT ABOUT MY HUBBY IF I DIE 1ST.
THINK WHAT I WOULD GO THRU IF HE DIED 1ST...
I M NOT MENTALLY FUNCTIONING WELL AND DO NOT HAVE ANY CHILDREN 2 HELP ME OUT.
I M HOPING THAT JESUS COMES IN THE CLOUDS AND RAPTURES MY HUBBY AND I AT THE SAME TIME. LOL
GBU ALL
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I pray that you are okay. I can't begin to fathom the thought of finding my husband dead from a heart attack or any other reason. I am so sorry that you are in so much pain that you want to die. I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers .
(((((((( gentle hugs )))))))
LMT