My most deprssing trigger is that i have a 2 year old, a 4 year old and a cronically sick husband and i feel so guilty right now. All i feel right now is anger and frustration towards the kids. I love them so much they are the most beautiful, energetic caring children and i'm just beeing an awful mom. My hubby is supportive but he needs his strength for himself. I am crying all the time, exhausted for at least the last 10 years and i don't even know if the exhaustion is related to the depression but its constant. My whole house is trashed and all i want to do is curl up in a ball throw the covers over my head and never come out. Anyone else suffering more because of the children involved?
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