Do you know what is making you cry so much? Can you share that with us? I would suggest (speaking for myself) would just let the tears come. They will stop eventually and much better for you than eating yourself sick. Have you talked to your doctor about this? Do you take anything for your depression? If the crying is not caused from anything emotional, there are medications that can actually help you control your crying, however, I hope you have talked to your Physician about this, or will soon. Whatever we can do to support you, please let us know. Hugs Gramybear

I totally understand the crying. I cry all the time but can't find the reason. I don't have the eating problem, mine is not eating. The dr Is increasing Meds slowly because I am sensitive to Meds. Have you tried staying active? That is the only thing that I found that helps, I get up and find something to do or just read even if I don't feel like it. Stay strong

It only gets worse with time. Nothing fixes losing your only reason to live. I can cry anywhere. It doesnt matter what i am doing or where i am at.

I go to Dr tomorrow. My brother is going with. He wants to get me locked up. I have been seeing my Dr for five years. I like him. He treats "crazy" people like you are human unlike some other Drs i have seen. His office staff are very kind. He doesnt even charge me my co pay. The problem is he no longer works for hospital i prefer. I went to his other hospital and i wont ever go back there. It was horrible. Workers were very rude and appalling how they treated patients. When i go to my "preferred" hospital they want me to switch to another Dr. He used to be my Dr but his office was too far. He now has a very close office. The problem was i had long waits of 1 to 2 hours which i dont deal with well with my anxiety. His office staff is not as kind and nice as my Dr. I will just stay with my current Dr and do what i have done. These two Dr would see each others patients for each other when either one was out. So i guess its not really a problem. I just hate trying to be talked into going to hospital i hate or Drs.

Do you feel you need to be in the hospital? I can relate to the constant eating. ANd I used to cry all the time but that has gotten better. Let us know how it goes with your doctors appointment. Maybe a med change or an increase?

Cindy, I'm sorry you are so sad. I recently switched from an anti-depressant to a mood stabilizer, because all I thought about was dying. It has taken a month, but I am feeling SO much better with MS. Maybe you could discuss this with your doctor? ((hugs))

Saw my Dr today. He wants me to go to php. I dont see point. I just did 5 weeks last month. I know it so well. Its sad when i know what counselors have to say. That is all of them. The only counselor i ever liked got promoted so he doesnt do php anymore. He is manager now. It is such a waste. He was only counselor who didnt say dumb shit. He was interesting. Made you think. He was unpredictable. He thought it was hilarious when i shared some of my list of dumb shit counselors say. People either loved him or hated him. He would tell it to you straight. I didnt agree with all of what he said but i could respect him. Cause i thought he was being honest and direct. There were people he pissed off and they left. He had an instinct and could get to what they "real" issues were. It is shame he doesnt do counseling anymore. He had an amazing memory. He remembered things about me from 5 years ago. I saw counselors for years who didnt remember anything about me. They didnt have many clients. This php counselor saw so many patients, maybe 40 to 50 a patients a month. And he could remember details about me from years ago. I knew it cause he would mention things i didnt bring up during the current program time. None of the other counselors in php would do that. One time a patient was talking about a city he visited one time. He could describe areas of the city. He had a photogenic memory. I would go to that php program just cause of him. Im lucky there are quite a few hospitals close by.

I was thinking of trying different php program. I heard it is dbt not cbt. I will call it tomorrow.