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Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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MHLeslie
MHLeslie

the worst feeling is the feeling of being "lost or being too far "gone". i often have this little voice come up in the back of my head, telling me to cut, kill myself, no one likes me, i should give up. Most of the time i listen. i listen to what the voice in my head says, what people say about me. i have literally hit rock bottom so many times i concider rock bottom my friend. I live almost everyday thinking to myself," how did i get here? how did i let things get so bad? what will i do to make it to tomorrow?" i almost never make it til tomorrow. tomorrow is never here... i live life "lost, or i live life where i am too far "gone". i have never made a day without crying myself to sleep. life sucks... there is to much in life to handle . there are payments, medical problems, death, family troubles, and complications of all aspects. I am done being too far "gone and "lost. i am tired of crying myself to sleep every night.

Restful
Restful
I’m sorry you’re hurting right now. Life can absolutely feel like too much to handle. You can actually get to a better place even though that seems impossible. You may want to try talking to a therapist and even a psychiatrist to help you process your feelings and cope with everything. Don’t lose hope because that’s what will bring you through this.
RJW
RJW
Thank you for sharing. Depression does lie to us. Tells us we are too far gone and don't matter. You matter very much. Thank you for the courage in opening up on here. Those lying voices might tell you it is just a pity party. The truth is that sharing your suffering you help others. Others that think they are too far gone, but now know of someone that they can relate to and encourage. You are more then worth the effort of any who try help you. No shame in seeking help. A trained Therapist or Counselor can be a great start. They can refer to a Doctor, if needed for medication. Life would be far worse without you in it. Thank you and God Bless.
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