yesssssssss mik, but first yu have to knock....... before he will answer the door. xx hugzxx

I've been doing what you've just described ever since I can I was about 12, I would lock myself away in my room all summer long. I know what you mean about not denying there is something wrong with you. Sometimes we have to push ourselves, sometimes we have to do something we know we wont like. You need to find a outlet, something that requires you to get up and leave your home. A club, church, social outings with friends. If you isolate yourself you will only get worse. .. I've started to just push myself, and even though it's hard, I do feel better.

HUGS

I looked that phrase is not even in the bible. One website said its origin comes from Greek mythology. Where it said The Gods help those who help themselves.I put on my facebook page that tonight I give up and am taking all my xanax and ambien with a beer chaser. I want to see if my remaining family even cares. My sister is a devout Baptist and her husband makes over $100,000 a year and they don`t do shit for me. I spent 7 days in the hospital for a footlong bloodclot and 5 days in the psych hospital and she did`nt visit me once. I think tough love is a christians way of saying they don`t give a fuck about you. I hope I`m in heaven when my sister and brotherinlaw are waiting for there judgement day.

Mikail.
Please watch this video. It will help illustrate just how important you are to God. Also read Psalm 28 .http://www.skitguys.com/store/detail/188/ God will never force himself on anyone being the gentelman he is.How ever once you invite him into your life and ask him to take over everything you have tried and failed to fix in your life, God promises to never ever ever leavy your side. As for suicide, I have attached a website that will explain how God looks at suicide. There are many many other things on the cite that will help you. In God's love, Tom http://www.behindthebadge.net/suicide/index.html

PS, We cae and love you even if we are cyber people.

Some of the best friends you can have are in cyber space. God is in cyber space. This is a great tool due to the fact that our society is so complex and puts a hardship on our physcial mental and emotional state. If we could just come up with the right salve to fix our minds and hearts.

Please don't do anything to harm yourself. I am a survivor of multiple suicide attempts myself. Things have improved in my life. At one time I felt they never would. Please call your doc and a crisis line. I too have family that have basically disowned me and I know how much that hurts. Right now the depression is lying to you and telling you that you are a lost cause. That is a lie my friend. We need you here, please keep talking to us!

I lost my license in michigan in 2005. It cost $3000 to get your license back and you have to prove to the state you don`t drink anymore. If I had a license I could go to DBSA meetings. Therapists,club houses and CMI coping with mentral illness meetings. With out a drivers license how can I get help if I can`t get there. Michigan really sucks are govenor Jennifer Granholm is a biotch whore. I`m voting for a Republican govenor in 2010. The democrats are screwing the poor. The copay on medicare part D payment are twice as much in January but no COLA increase for SSD. We should rebel and vote for any canidate that is not a republican or democrat.Both party suck..Obama is just another puppet for the richest in the world. Change my ass washington is the same old bullshit Bush in blackface.

I am extremely sorry you are having such a bad time. Everything cost too much. Wall Street and these banking institutions think they deserved such great pay and bonuses.

Re: God helps

Posted by ESC on October 31, 2002 at 21:18:28:
In Reply to: Re: "God helps those who help themselves." posted by ESC on October 31, 2002
: : Although often attributed to the Bible, I don't think that is where this phrase originated. A little help please?
: : I would also like to take this opportunity to say, as a lover of the English language, that I enjoy your site very much and appreciate all of the help given by the contributors. Thank you.
: Nope. Not from the Bible.
: GOD HELPS THOSE WHO HELP THEMSELVES - "Some faith adages roll off the tongue, like 'God helps those who help themselves.' But the saying is not biblical and, in fact, violates a primary scriptural teaching that only God determines a person's destiny, according to religion analyst George Barna (the phrase).is an ancient proverb that shows up in the literature of many cultures, including a 1736 edition of Benjamin Franklin's Poor Richard's Almanack. But it does not appear in the Bible and suggests a spiritual self-reliance inconsistent with Christianity, said David Kinnaman, vice president of Barna Research Group." Mr. Kinnaman's comment was contained in a Washington Post article by Bill Broadway published in the Lexington (Ky.) Herald-Leader on Sept. 2, 2000. Barna included the phrase in a list of 14 used in a survey of religious beliefs conducted by his California-based research organization. "The results of Barna's yearly surveys on faith and culture are meant tot help Christian pastors and groups focus their ministries," the article states.
Another source lists several instances of the phrase's early use including the Aesop's fable "Hercules and the Wagoner," 6th century B.C.E., and playwright Aeschylus' 'The Persians,' 472 B.C.E. From "Words to Live By: the Origins of Conventional Wisdom & Commonsense Advice" by Charles Panati, Penguin Books, New York, 1999)