Want am I to do? I`m so depressed I can`t help myself. The only friends I have are cyber friends. I pretty much lay in bed and watch tv all my waking hours. My brother is a hoarder and a conspiracy freak.. He believes psychiatry is a communist plot to brainwash and control america. He does`t believe he has mental problems. Some of the crap he finds on the internet seems pschizo to me and I`m bi-polar and know it. I do not deny my own mental problems. If I don`t get actual physical help from someone who cares I`m gonna lie in bed til I`m dead. That is the only hope I have is to die and be with the only ones I love my Mom,Dad,Jesus and GOD.
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