Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
can't get anything done...
had a flat this morning...tried to get it plugged...turns out i need new tires!...635 dollars worth of new tires...i can't afford that ...
got so frustrated that i went and picked up $40 dollar in Rx refills...
now I have all but one of my medications...I'm headed out to get it now as it is only $4...but I don't have the desire to take them...
I know they're supposed to help me...but just looking at all these meds and knowing that I am dependent on them to feel well enough to do anything...makes me more depressed and i don't want to take them...
I don't have money to be buying these meds...got a appt tomorrow with the eye doctor...my 7 year old glasses broke about two weeks ago..and i've been wearing my 2 year old contacts on a regular basis...which irritates my eyes...don't have the money for this either...but I have to get it taken care off...otherwise I CANT see...GOD...why does everything in life keep pulling me down?
I just don't know what to do...I need money, but I don't want to work...
I rob Peter to pay Paul...literally I do....I really do...and the guilt and shame are killing me!!!!....but I have no choice...I can't take care of myself...can't take care of anyone else...and just don't know what the hell to do anymore...I am so tired of living such an unproductive life
UGH...I want to run away and get lost ...but I CAN"T!!!!!!!
had a flat this morning...tried to get it plugged...turns out i need new tires!...635 dollars worth of new tires...i can't afford that ...
got so frustrated that i went and picked up $40 dollar in Rx refills...
now I have all but one of my medications...I'm headed out to get it now as it is only $4...but I don't have the desire to take them...
I know they're supposed to help me...but just looking at all these meds and knowing that I am dependent on them to feel well enough to do anything...makes me more depressed and i don't want to take them...
I don't have money to be buying these meds...got a appt tomorrow with the eye doctor...my 7 year old glasses broke about two weeks ago..and i've been wearing my 2 year old contacts on a regular basis...which irritates my eyes...don't have the money for this either...but I have to get it taken care off...otherwise I CANT see...GOD...why does everything in life keep pulling me down?
I just don't know what to do...I need money, but I don't want to work...
I rob Peter to pay Paul...literally I do....I really do...and the guilt and shame are killing me!!!!....but I have no choice...I can't take care of myself...can't take care of anyone else...and just don't know what the hell to do anymore...I am so tired of living such an unproductive life
UGH...I want to run away and get lost ...but I CAN"T!!!!!!!
SO MUCH THAT i WANT TO DO...BUT CAN'T...WHY...CAN'T I DO ANYTHING WORTHWHILE!
Also...call a car place and ask about re-treads. They're used tires that have been refurbished, basically, and they're WAY cheaper than brand new. A nice reliable garage will usually be able to point you toward a good dealer, since a lot of people sell retreads that aren't actually retreads lol...just an idea, to save some money...wishing you peace