Hi,
Thanks for listening to me in the past. I had shared earlier this year that work was getting extremely stressful, to the point of intolerable. It was hard to say this, but my boss was terminated this week. It was a very strange and upsetting experience. She was nasty, angry and it was making my life a living hell. I have mixed feelings about the termination.

I had expressed, also, that some people I was camping with seemed really not to like me and were being angry toward me. A couple of people here lent support in all of this. I did heed the advice and have another interview this coming week. I still feel bad about basically being thrown out on my ear by the people I was socializing with, and in a way it will be a little harder to move on from that. But I am doing it.

I am involved with a local support group in the area, we are supposed to make calls to one another. I know it can be a drain to listen to me when I get stuck on something. I am better about that now. But one person just won't take my call at all and will not even respond to 'happy birthday.' Yes I'm wallowing. I guess I find it hard sitting here on a weekend night and feeling like I have nowhere to go and see on FB that a lot of ppl are getting together without me. I know how they feel. I didn't realize that some friends on meetup had a birthday. I would have gone had I checked the site, so no use feeling sorry for myself. I could have gone. I wished her a happy bday later, but she ignored it. And see my crush and everyone else out. I really need to stop feeling sorry for myself, but I have to say it does make me feel rather bad.

Thanks for your help and input. Some of these situations are getting resolved.
orion