Life Brought me to You

In your Time of Need

Not Planning to get Attached

Cupid Really hit me

That arrow got me Right in the Heart

It feels so wrong , so sad - that we must now part

But ur heart is taken by someone else

So i must just let it be

Just know my Love was real and true

I was never anything but Loving, Devoted , and Faithful to you

I'm happy for u- i really am

So don't be sad for me

We both know in our hearts

It just wasn't meant to be

Maybe we will meet again

Sometime, Somewhere, or Someplace

I'll walk upto u and say Hello

Faking a smile as i turn away

To hide the teardrops streaming down my face

My heart will expect u to follow me

But my head will tell me u won't

I'll look around to see

You've dissapeared in the crowd

Going Home that night i'll be alone and sad

But feeling good inside

Cause for once i did the right thing

Despite my feelings and my pride

I'll know for every teardrop thats fallen from my face

She's smiled a Hundred times......

i wrote this in one of my darkest hours when i was thinking of suicide- though i knew i'd never really do it- love does this to us all at some point and i still can't get over or past this- but writing poems and short stories seem to help- i know this isn't good and its not done professionally- but i thought it would hit home with someone who is going through what i'm going through and having to learn that horrible awful life lesson of when u love someone - sometimes u have to let them go and see if they come back to u and its meant to be.... as for me- i'm meant to live alone and lonely and have nobody and nothing...... Hugs to u all and hope ur hearts all are picked up off the floor and glued back together- i know what it feels like to have them shattered and thats a sad sad thing....