crisis line? Doctor?

If you feel this is uncontrollable I really think you should call someone hun

I have been there and you will get through this. Do you have a crisis line in your area? They are there just to talk if you need that or more if you want more. If you have a close friend or family member call them if you can. Please do not hurt yourself. I am here if you need to talk. You can get through this.

oh hun - hang on in there - try and get some sleep you should feel better after sleep - hugs and positive thoughts for you.

Honey..you have so much of life left ahead of you and so many milestones to cross and get to in this life. You wont always feel like this. you really wont. we are all given good days and yours are right around the corner. keep fighting..you will get to them. what is wrong hon?

i dont want to sleep. because i have to wake up in 4 hours.
and that just calls for a really bad day on 4 hours of sleep. im so sick of all this. i do have crisis lines, but i dont want to call. especially because i dont want to wake my parents from my talking.

I think that your parents would rather wake up to you talking than not talking anymore hon. Call the crisis line and just talk to someone about how you are feeling. This is nothing to take lightly and your life is more important then waking people up in the house.

you can talk it out with us. What's on your mind?

my parents. school. everything. my parents fight more than ever. and school is going down the drain lately. i feel like im drifting apart from everyone i love. =/

that can be so hard. I have been there...seriously..used to make me want to pull my hair out somedays. Just remember..it's one day. Think of all the things you would miss out on. There are simply too many to count. My uncle committed suicide and it was horrible Hun you have so much....family is one thing that some people don't have. Even if you can't talk to them...at least you know you have them sleeping in the same house. School....are you in high school? college? are the classes hard or the people being dumb or what is going on?

im cyber schooled. im still catching up because i started the year late. but because im so depressed lately, i dont have any motivation or anything to do any of it. i just wanna sit around and either cry or sleep. i see my friends on the weekends, so its not like i dont have a social life or anything. but my grades are gonna start slipping and its so overwhelming with everything and i just dont think i can do it

I have a son who will be 16 in couple of months and he too is going through a tough time - talk to me if you like.

thanks everyone. i really appriciate the concern =/