Well, looking for messages - I was stupidly fired from a VERY VERY STRESSFUL computer job on 11/10 and while it is a relief to be out of this job, the financial situation is horrible and I have a weekend of totally alone. Spouse is in Atlanta and daughter moved out to a local appt. Being alone right now is awful so occasional thoughts of leaving here for other life is there, but I know too it is negative as can be. Writing this helps a ton. Need support for this time in my life.
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