Earlier today I posted that today was uneventful and kind of boring. My how our perspectives can change. Now I'm feeling stressed, which always causes loss of control of my blood sugars and for diabetics that is a bad thing. Additionally I'm feeling incapable of accomplishing the things I need to be doing like my school work. which frustrates me and adds to an already excessive stress level. I'm having difficulty with my vision which is bad anyway because of problems with both eyes but when they won't stop watering (not quite enough to be called tears) I just can hardly see at all. I know that tomorrow will be a different day, maybe better and maybe not but different from today. I'm hopeful that I get my school postings done only one day late this week. I hope you guys don't mind me just coming to bitch about life not being what I want it to be but sometimes I get sick and tired of being worried, depressed and tired. I also am sick of it causing me to have a lot of difficulty with other things that I should be able to accomplish without too much trouble. Thanks for listening. Maybe I'll have happy news tomorrow.