feeling down lately. found out i have pre cancer or cancer internally. more info in journal.
anyway, not great since i have very little support in real life to get through something like this.
doctors don't want to spend too much time or get too involved. gee thx guys.
so, i'm trying to take care of myself as best as i can while i wait for surgery to be lined up.
it's scary and lonely. just thought i would check in here. thanks for listening.
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