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supportgroup999
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supportgroup999 about 9 hours ago 


 


Hi! I'm in deep dark hole of depression. I lost 2 people in the family 2 weeks apart. I am still mourning and last couple days I lost relationship with my mother. She live in another country. I love my mother so much and she only person that means the most to me. I've treated her well as same good example as the way she treats my grandma. She broke my heart by doing something for my brother behind my back, and is very painful that she allows my brother to take advantage of me over and over again while I'm the only one who most concern and take care of her. I also between job which already cause problem with my husband. With all of those together, I feel powerless, hopeless and lost. I try to get up and go or concentrate within a moment, but instead I'm in a very deep depression. I try to reorganize my life and beg my husband not to pushy with me anymore, I told him I'm in the breaking point, and please be more sensitive. I'm trying to get a job and will help him as much as I could. I feel like I am so alone and just ready to go when bad things happen to me.

Cakeasaurus
Cakeasaurus
I'm so sorry you're going through this. That must be so hard. But you're already stronger than you think you are. You're still here. Keep fighting. You can get through this and out the other side.
Spike2013
Spike2013
To me it seems like you have invested so much time into others. Other things started getting neglected. I'm sorry for your loss and I understand its hard to lose any family member. I'm not the best on grief , but if you know they lived their life out how they wanted to. You need to do the same. Your mom and your brother, just back away from them . Let them know how you feel about the situation and back yourself up. Your husband is being to harsh and pushy.. release your inner emotions, cry, feel the way he's making you feel, so he understands he's bringing that feeling out.. I've been ready to go for to long to the point I want to stay because I'm tired of being ready to go.. we have to still reorganize, reschedule, get back into what we can.. wherever we can.. others may disagree but I'd be selfish to get my mind together and to get back in order. I hope I helped some.

-Safe
rainbowlegacym55
rainbowlegacym55
sorry you are having a rough time
brokenlady47
brokenlady47
Sounds bloody rough. Hope things improve for you soon.

Hugs

Manda xx
PracticalGrit617
PracticalGrit617
Hello Friend,
I am so sorry for your losses. It's difficult to cope when we are overwhelmed and our life feels out of control. I encourage you to take each day step by step, moment by moment. Is it possible for you to seek grief counseling? In the meantime, stay strong, even though you may feel weak. Loss is difficult and takes time to process. You're experiencing many emotions at once: pain from loss, betrayal and pressure. Each comes with confusion as we learn how to find a new 'normal'. I encourage you to combat the pressure you feel from your husband with love. Again, counseling can help as you will have someone who can walk along side you. I believe you will overcome these trials and tribulations. You are a victorious woman.
PracticalGrit617
PracticalGrit617
Please know that you are not alone. We are here for you!
supportgroup999
supportgroup999
Thank you for all of the kind words and comments!! I'm focusing on myself first and trying to stay in a moment as long as I could. I left my family alone for now. I've talked to a few friends to get things out of my head. I am experiencing body shaking, and mood swing. I am also focusing to get a full time job after school done in this December, if I can bring more money I will have less pressure from my husband. I know he loves me but he just doesn't fully understand my emotion and how high of depression I'm going through. I've been volunteering to the hospital once a week, and the next one will be tomorrow . This will keep me appreciate life more and be more positive. I'm looking forward to it. . Thanks you all again!