Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
my bf of two years left me. my best friend left me high and dry cause his gf doesnt like me. my dad is pissed at me because he calls me a freeloader (he doesnt see the 43 applications Ive put in) my mother has unloaded her daily grief onto me, my very best female friend her mom is in the hospital, her nephew isnt breathing on his own......... i dont have the strength. its times like these i wonder what is so wrong about cutting?
Jennheimrich
im a shattered mirror. I see all the cracks and missing pieces, yet somehow others still say Im beautiful. I dont feel it I dont see it, and so it must not be true. The whole opposite of if it walks like a duck and quacks like one, it must be a duck.... im at a point now where I am afraid of myself. I am a shell, emotionless cold. Ive hidden my razorblade, and my knives, but that doesnt always work. Im afraid.. of what I may do to myself or someone else for hurting me.
deleted_user
Book an emergency appointment with your doctor or therapist. I've felt the way you are feeling right now and I cut so deep I needed stitches and almost nicked an artery xxx
Jennheimrich
I dont have one of those. No medical insurance either, plus no job. Depression for me is 3 times as bad. I KNOW I cant really get help, but I wanna cut anyways... so deeply... so close
deleted_user
you need to talk to someone you can touch....find a friend, call your therapist, but get that frustration out so it doesnt go that far. im here if you want to talk.
Jennheimrich
im broken. you see guys, my now ex bf said it perfectly... "Jenn, your heart is like a quilt. there are multiple pieces held together, but barely. When you're happy they're stronger, but when youre hurt... theres no pieces of quilt to be found"
deleted_user
hes your ex for a reason...dont beleive what he says. you are a whole person that is going through ups and downs as everyone does. we all handle things diffrently. your a strong lady....control your emotions and take some time to relax yourself.
Jennheimrich
someone please... put a bullet through my temples.
deleted_user
If others say it, then it's true. You are a beautiful young woman. Please don't cut your beautiful self. Your mother & father need you more than you think. Your father is calling you a freeloader only because he wants you to get a job for your own sake. Depression is interfering with your negative thoughts. Do you see a doctor?
deleted_user
sounds like things sux. make a list of at least 5 good things in your life. take a hot bubble bath and go for a walk only thinking bout the good parts of your life soon hopefuly u wont feel the need to do these things or u could just stay here and talk to some of us..
deleted_user
well...it wont solve all that youve said. How can cutting yourslef actually help you or anyone else for that matter? Its a control thing... you cant control whats going on in your life and therefore you cut. Ok... but how does that actually SOLVE anything? It dosnt. You are the one letting this have control over you... maybe its time to show whos in charge :)
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