Hey all I just want you to know that I am still here. I haven't posted recently because I haven't been feeling depressed as much which is a good thing. I met a wonderful person online and she knows about my past and how screwed up I still am about it and she doesn't run. I know she really cares about me and wants me to be happy. She has issues with her past as well and I think I have been helping her too. She is someone that I hope to always have as a friend. Everyone needs someone in their life that just gets them and understands them, Who new that I would get that from a girl half a world away.
I feel as if I neglected some of you here and I am sorry for that I will find time in the day to see if my advice can help some of you. I know that life would have been a whole lot harder without some of u here.