Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I am so sad and I have to drag myself to work to my waitressing job with people I like but cant relate to cuz they are all younger. I go to school but i am 40 saturday and feel know I am a loser. i just want to cry at any given moment. I dont wanna go to work. I dont wanna be anywhere nothing is making me happy. My ex is probably doing so much better thru this than me. He has his ""friend"" who he made out to be such a nice person so they mwill get closer and I will get lonlier. Why cant i feel that way about my friend who cares for me. I cant. I wish my ex couldve been that nice to me. Why cant i be in a relationship. I cant stop thinking about him it hurts so damn bad i dont know what to do with myself. i feel pathetic. Its awful to have nothing to look forward to but your next cigarette. Is there anyone in the new orleans area who would want to have coffe with me so I can talk to someone please. i am crying now God please send me a caring person to take a minute to let me get it out of my heart. Im am in pain God my life is nowhere and I am scared of the future I cant handle any more heartbreak. God Bless anyone else who feels as bad as I do right now. i could go on writing for ages but i will not overstay my welcome. Thank you anyone who took the time to read my sad story. I am the wolf you hear howling in pain. Have a sunny day to everyone maybe one day i can feel better and offer some advice to others right now I am a pathetic 40 year old who still needs a mentor.
we understand your pain....im so sorry that you are feeling like this.. a lot of things you just said i completely understand what you mean... sometimes i feel like the loneliest person in the world...but when i come on here i realise that there are thousands of people all over the world who are going through similar things.
one day maybe we will all be told why we feel this way and why these things happen us.. but then you could say one day there will be a cure for aids.. its just one of those things that happens to the best of us. it's just horrible that it has to be this painful. you're not alone though, we are all here for you and putting out arms around you.
but we can each get a cup of coffee and chat as if we were together,
the main thing is that you share your feelings,with someone that understands,
stay here,keep talking...and journaling.
impossible to be lonely here if you reach out ...
hugs
joyce