I am sorry you are feeling bad, I know how you feel, you are not alone. If I knew what the meaning of life was, I might not be depressed. All I know is to do the best with what you got, but especially do the best for others. The love you give to others makes life worth living. I am here if you need me.

I'm sorry but I don't have any philosophies on life or anything like that. I just try to get through each day in one piece. If I think to far ahead I start driving myself even crazier then I already am. I agree with reply #1 though... Try to make someone else happy everyday and it's almost a guarentee that you will feel good to. Luv and hugs to you tonight.

thanks,
also my cousin is the hospital with a rare bacterial infection, so I worry about him, I am angry that I waste so much time focusing on what others think of me and not living up to my potential.
I don't know , you might still be depressed if you knew what the meaning of life was...who knows, but Hopefully I don't bring you down it;s weird, Because i used to believe in my self, now I don't even know myself or even care anymore .
I try, But this transition time of trying to be independent is really hard But like Amyjaneblue said just get through one day at a time is good advice....yeah I try to make a lot people happy, It's easier to tell someone else that you care about them than it is to care about oneself. I wonder why that is...ok, sorry, rambling. or venting or something...maybe it is disappointment. oh