Hi I signed up to this a while ago I think but never posted before. I read lots of posts and commented on one but on a different topic. I was abused as a child by different people emotionally physically and sexually. I don’t want to make it out that it’s worse than what it is because I know people have had it worse. I suffer with anxiety and depression more so now than ever I have what I thought was a dream job now as an adult and I worked so hard to get it but now I am not so sure. I think I’m being bullied infact because I can’t do anything right but if that’s the case why was I chosen for the job. I was an internal candidate they knew what I was like and that’s why they hired me. Now I feel like I don’t want to go back, I have been on the sick for a few months now and I just don’t know what I’m doing. I could do something casual like being a food delivery guy on a push bike because I love that kind of work but it’s unreliable but I still love my dream job it’s just I don’t think I can go back. I am not sure if it’s anxiety and depression that’s making me feel this way or if it’s work. Or maybe it’s both it’s just my illness is escalating it. I could put in a bullying complaint but if I did then I can pretty much kiss goodbye to my job if I didn’t win but if I go back my anxiety and depression will get the better of me. There are laws in the uk to protect me from discrimination but there’s all sorts that they can say. So really I don’t know what to do I’m dammed if I do and I’m dammed if I don’t.