hi Karen.
I looked back at some of your posts...all I saw was people responding and trying to be supportive.

It does sound like you have some depression going on.
You say people ignored you....sometimes I have so much on my plate I can't respond to others...sometimes my computer doesn't function properly...sometimes home life is taking up my time.

To think that people are ignoring me would make my self worth less and less. Try not to take things personally....try to remember, like I have to remember, people don't always have the answers to our dilemmas...or sometimes I post the same thing over and over and I don't chose to take the advice...so people stop responding to those types of post - similar posts...that they have already given time and advice for.

I don't think you should feel like you have to leave here...I think you should keep posting your feelings...and reading other peoples posts and responding when you can.

Just a sanity check - Do you respond to everyone's posts? I don't...that doesn't mean I don't care...it means I may not have any solutions or advice for that topic. And when people don't respond to mine...I think the same thing...sometimes I just like to vent about the same types of things...what can one say over and over?

Try not to runaway...and continue to grow from the things you read and post here...K?

You mentioned being "here" and I'm not sure if you meant alive or on DS.

Your post states that you are in a foreign country and your profile references India. Are you from India, or are you the foreigner in India? Can you give us a bit more to go on?

My best answer to you is that 'Yes, there is always hope'. How long have you been in a foreign country? Is there a chance that there are customs there that you are not familiar with?

Gentle hugs

I could have written a post similar to this so I know where you are coming from. I only wish I had some advice to ease your pain but I don't have any answers myself. All I know it hurts like hell to be living like this on a daily basis. Wishing you peace and hoping that things will get better for you.

I can definitely relate to having to get it out, it quite literally can kill us inside to the point we no longer fight. I am currently struggling to fight and yet I have so many people who care about me. I can't imagine the loneliness of being in a foreign country alone. I'm sorry you haven't made many friends. Remember you have friends here, who understand the pain, who understand how difficult it is just to get through a day sometimes. You're not alone.

Hello dear ..I dont know why you had made title "Do I have Hope?"... sorry if it hurts you ..i thought you were from severe illness or family problem to be honest by looking at title.. But dear i my opinion.. your problem is too small in comparison to the problem people face in their life to say that "Do I have Hope?" . You have everything actually living in foreign country and working then why are you being so helpless .. Dont expect from people and love yourself , people will automatically get attracted towards you .. as far as i understand your problem ... Just try at least .. you will succeed... Hope you understand what i am trying to say ... And please dont kill yourself .. You dont know your value ...

@ThePepperMan...Thanks for your reply.I am working in Malaysia and I am an indian.I am have been here for around 2 years now.

@slim24 Thanks for your reply.I am getting what you are saying but its is something I have faced all my life and honestly it sucks to feel like an alien and an outcast.The feeling to be unwanted and rejection is one of the worst feeling one have and makes me loose hope.

Thanks all for your replies...It did help me and I really appreciate it.
If anyone needs any help please lemme know I would love to help if I can.

God Bless you Guys.

HUGS.............................
GBU
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