Hello Sherita. You got a lot on your plate at once. Nice thing here is we really dont judge because we are in similar shoes. I can't imagine juggling 3 kids plus medical assistant work, no matter how old they are. You are a rockstar for doing that. I know I sure couldnt. Give yourself some credit. You deserve that

Sherita my name is Carrie I have also dealt with depression my whole adult life I have been where you are and you are so right people don't understand unless they have been through it if you need to vent message me I can listen are you on meds I was at a real low about 2 months ago and I got me meds changed and I feel like me again i am so sorry you are going through this you are I. The right place though this site has helped me a lot

We are all here to support eachother, because society will not.

Thank yo both for responding and no im not on meds after i had my last child my doctor said i had ppd and wanted me to go to in patient place but i cant leave my new born. With everything i have going on it like everything is coming at me at once. I also have a skin disease thats know as HS and i'm in pain everyday. The doctors here where im from thinks im just looking for meds to get high but isnt understanding that this is a real disease and i'm in pain daily.I'm doing everything to keep my grades up in school my family don't want to understand what i'm going through im tired of crying myself to sleep because im hurting so bad i cant get comfortable i mean my husband does what he can but honestly im all cried out with no more fight left in me

Most of the time i feel so down and out the only person that is willing to listen is my husband but now my depression is starting to case problems in our marriage. I'm so lost i give everything my all and try to do what's best for my kids but i can't if im not all together myself