Hi after I had my son in 2018 I had postpartum and that turned into depression.... the depression has not left... sometimes it hits me out of nowhere and I just completely shut down and I cry and I cry and I start feeling lonely, unloved, unwanted, feeling like nobody understands what I go through. I had even thought at times it will be better if I just wasn't here on this earth.
Is my sense of humour. With repeated traumas and bad experiences and anxiety I've lost it somewhere. Life is so much better if you can laugh, especially at yourself. I used to love comedy but now I can only see things that should be funny and rarely feel it like I used to. I hope it comes back.
I'm really relieved. Seroquel for my PTSD nightmares sedated me and then left me on the edge of needing dialysis because of its permanent damage to my kidneys. Prazosin is liver-processed, not kidney-processed, so it's the only safe PTSD nightmare med out there and it works super for me without sedation nor kidney or other side effects.Retiring as I did to Mexico this month because like most...