Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Hi... I'm new to this. I don't know if anyone can relate but I feel numb to everything. Going to work is hard, getting out of bed is hard, and everything is just so boring and hard to do. I feel like at this point I am just surviving instead of living. My friends could care less about me, most of them hate me and use me as someone to hang with. I've had a rough past with relationships so I have terrible anxiety of even gettting into another one. I just feel so alone right now I don't know what to do with myself. I've always had at least someone but now I truly have no one, I try talking about how I feel and people say "I don't understand, just be happy" but being happy is what I've been fighting for my entire life and have never been. I feel like whats the point in even working anymore, having friends, or attending school if in the end it doesn't even matter?
And I get it the feeling your body is so heavy and weak it just feels like you can't get up. That what happened to me today.
You do have us .ur not alone . I feel lonely too. And at least work and go to school for yourself just to support yourself. I know it's not easy. I have hard time taking care of myself too.