Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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alitlmorsly
alitlmorsly
I've had about all I can take, and it just got worse with court charges! I'm ready to check out! I hate my life and I wish I was dead! I can't kill myself, but wish I was dead. Now how is that going to work? I just got out of the phospital a few weeks ago and now i'm pretty much back in the same boat.I'm lazy, I can't even take care of my house or anything else that needs to be done. I cry all the time and just very tired! It's hard for me to live with me! Does it ever go away? Help!
heretic
heretic
Sorry you are having such a hard tome, I know how it feels. I wish I was dead too.
What kind of meds did they put you on in the hospital? Takes a long time for meds to work. But yes, it can get better, Hang in there - Big Hugs
alitlmorsly
alitlmorsly
They gave me Geodon. It shot my blood pressure up to 189 over 114! So what do they do? They put me on 2 blood pressure meds Norvasc and Clonidine .2 ! They sent me home that way! I got home and called the Paramedics because I thought I was having a heart attack! Lol I can't make this shit up! Lol I immediately stopped the Geodon and a few days later things were going back to normal. So, i'm on Luvox for OCD and Depression. I also take the Clonidine and Klonopin for anxiety.
doghunter59
doghunter59
I think thats what they brew beer for......no doctors appointment needed.

court is a funny place and don't ask me why I say that but rest assured when I say I always try to have fun when I am there. I seem to hear the word contempt alot....awwhhh fun times and then they ask me to pay awhhhh now that's funny there, them trying to get blood out of a turnip....just makes me all giddy thinking about it....