I`m so depreassed I only get out of bed to use the bathroom and eat. My brother is a hoarder. The kitchen is so full of junk I can`t eat on my own kitchen table. Sometimes I think he`s borderline pchyzo with all these rediculous consppiracy theorys that he is obsessed with. How can I get help living with a mentally brother who does not think he is mentally ill. He owes me $5100 in back rent and bills. He claims the Iluminate is the reason he can`t pay me his half of the bills. If I could find someone in my area to live with. I live in Sterling Heights Michigan. 30 miles north of Detrroit. Since my parents died I feel like nobody on earth loves me. That`s why I want to die so I can be closer to God and feel loved by him and my deceased Relatives who loved me. Nobody on earth loves me.
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