Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Avicon 07/18/2013

So Depressed, nothing is going well, I feel very alone, and my ex-friends (more like enemies) if you want to know why i call them enemies just ask.and yes i'll give you both sides of the story)....are scheming to put me into the hospital again..I just can't deal with it anymore. I lose sleep over it, and keep missing my classes.
and I am losing my faith in humanity. I love people but I see them suffer and it makes me sad.some people have been very mean to me because of my thought disorder...sometimes i wish i had never been born...
it seems no one cares about me or my needs.well not true, some people care but i have my doubts....sorry i don't want to bring others down, it's hard to talk to people about this....

drew4lostluv 07/18/2013

Stay away from crazy exes. An ex of mine broke into my house and fixed me dinner and yes I was really worried about being poisoned.

Avicon 07/18/2013

thanks, i needed that, I cried a lot... I need to remind myself -at least I try not to be like them...and they didn't fix me dinner either, bah,
sorry, i hope that didn't trigger you...
I felt better after , sometimes you have to let it out i guess before you can heal...i wasn't sure you were being humorous or not, I am very sorry your crazy exes scared you. one thing i do is tell myself every day is a new day...i haven't slept so if i don't make sense that is okay. I probably go back to class next week, Today I'll do Music therapy-listen and write songs with my therapist. I only see her on thursdays.
thanks for the kind uplift-one person does make a difference, it doesn't matter how small...I try to be positive most of the time, but sometimes i just get tainted by others negativity, if you know what I mean. I'll be alright and i Hope you'll be alright too....hugs

deleted_user 07/18/2013

I think that writing a journal on here has been really therapeutic. It gives me a place to vent and think and put down a lot of jumbled thoughts, and in the end I feel better. Get back to it, even if its writing on a word doc on your computer. There is something about seeing it written down that lets you take a step back and see it from a little bit different perspective.

deleted_user 07/18/2013

Come on in, and have a hugg or two. You have here a virtual community of people who are capable of relating to you. We are HERE because we have been THERE. There is a wide spectrum of healing in this community. You get to take what you like, and leave the rest.

In here, you do not have to "BE" anybody but yourself.

Welcome, and Peace be with you!!!

muskrattiger 07/19/2013

YOU HAVE TO PICK AND CHOUISE THE PEOPLE YOU WANT TO BE IN YOUR LIFE ...............ANEYTHING THAT IS NEGATIVE YOU DONT NEED ...............YOUR HERE AND THERE IS A REASON FOR THAT ..........IT IS GOOD YOU ARE TRYING TO TALK ABOUT IT EVEN THOUGH IT IS HARD FOR YOU........GOD BLESS

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