Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Maddy4826
Maddy4826

I just joined this group today. 
I used to have so many people I could talk to about things that were bothering me. My mom was the main person I could always find comfort in. Now she has a boyfriend, is barely home, and my dad is officially homeless living out of his car. My sister recently went through a divorce and lives out of state..we hardly talk. My brother has had so many legal and mental health problems over the last few years and blames it on me for reasons I'll never quite understand. 
I have no friends. I can't say I've been good at reaching out to people though so I blame that on myself. 
I clean houses for a living but it's not a good source of income. im 30 years old living in my moms condo, wanting to sleep the days away. Sometimes I have to come up with a story of what I did all day so she doesn't know I was in bed sleeping my life away. I take Prozac for anxiety/depression...but the only time I know it's helping is when I go days without taking it. It's chronic panic attacks. So the Prozac has helped me overcome my panic attacks but my depression remains. Sometimes I feel super happy and motivated then all of a sudden it's like a dark cloud comes over me and I feel empty and lonely inside. It's very difficult to live this way.

Andromeda8
Andromeda8
Hi Maddy and welcome to the group, I am sorry to hear your predicament and lacking support from your family. Personally, I don't think the Prozac is working for you. Perhaps you can talk to your family doctor about the symptoms you had experienced whilst on Prozac: persisting depression, somnia. hopelessness. You mentioned how you felt better when going off Prozac for days, when you had experienced a "washout period" (period when the drug level is cleared from your body). There are other anti-depressants available and it would be sensible to ask your doctor to re-prescribe by trial and error. It is not a life if you are bed bound and unable to work or socialise to participate in the community. Some people don't need family to survive. Not everyone is lucky in receiving support from their families. Sometimes in adversities, the best person who can help you out of your predicament is yourself, by relying on your own courage, intellect, deliberation, your own understanding of the situations and of the remedies available. Hope this helps. Marie
Lavender80
Lavender80
Andromeda has great words. You need to try something else or adjust the dosage. Taking antidepressants is like finding a perfect suit. The right color, size, fit, and being able to be comfortable in it.

It seems like you got yourself a big baggy sweater that's weighing you down. Talk to your doctor and see what other alternatives there are.

Sending you light and love!
luvmygirl4
luvmygirl4
I agree with the above posters, there are a host of similar meds, one might work better. Talk to your doc.

I'm a pretty quiet guy. I am the type to have few friends, but they are good. And I do have a significant other and a great sister, so I'm lucky. I feel guilty with bothering them with my feelings all the time though, like now, when its going on months. Thankfully we have dailystrength.org it helps so much when there is no one else.
Blessed2674
Blessed2674
Welcome, Maddy4826, I am glad you found this sight, although it saddens me why so many of us have to reach out this way! But, you will find lots of like minded people that you can talk to, even if you go months in between posts. Folks like us understand how and why that can happen :). I agree with the rest - Prozac is def not working and is probably causing more harm than good at this point. Do see your Dr ASAP!! Also, do you see a counselor? Do you know what triggers your depression and anxiety? Do you know Jesus Christ and the peace that surpasses all understanding that only comes from a relationship with Him? I would love to introduce you! I am praying for you, fellow sufferer!
Anna1212
Anna1212
Welcome. I used to clean houses. That's hard work and usually doesn't pay enough. Sorry you're depressed and not getting enough support. I can relate to that too. Glad you are here. There are a lot of nice people on here you can talk to.