If you want to talk, I'm here.

Thanks, it's nice to know that I can talk to someone

your life is precious wether you believe it or not, don't go taking it away from your family. they care. and today you might feel like you just want everything to go away and you might feel like that tomorrow too, but you need to keep living not for just yourself, but for everyone, we all care.

Please get professional help right away. Make an appointment to get on some medication for the depression and also to see a therapist.

It's not very hard to kill yourself so I'm inclined to think that if you tried and failed, you probably don't want to die.

As such I'd recommend getting a counsellor. At the very least, go to the doctor and talk about it. This is the only suck of the sav you get in the world. It would be a shame to throw that away.

I am so glad you were unsuccessful at your attempt and that you have decided to reach out instead. I myself have been in the same place and am here today to tell you that I am so thankful that I did not succeed at my attempt many years ago. I look at my life since then and think of all I would have missed had I succeeded and it makes me want to share with you that there is hope. Even if you cannot see it or feel it, I promise you it is there. Have you shared this with anyone close to you?

A long nap & waking up is an option. Rest. Take care of yourself.
Life will go on while you're napping, however, it will never be over.
Sure, we all are going to die someday, that's a given.
But until we die, everything will always be there, the good & bad.
Sometimes just giving yourself time is a healthy option.
Writing and reading here is a beautiful option.
Wishing you peace