Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Jennheimrich 07/11/2007

Last night I did something... unheard of to myself. I cut 45 times. All up and down my arms. I didnt know I had even done it until this morning. I saw a paper towel covered in blood. my blood. Im scared of myself. Im just so damned scared. I really just want a female... a comforting female to listen to my troubles and let me curl in their lap until the world stops kicking my ass. mew!

deleted_user 07/11/2007

you need to get to a doctor or accident and emergency as soon as possible.Ask for help.Please.x

Desertdancer 07/11/2007

I agree with Susy. This is very serious. Get crisis help immediately. You deserve so much better. I wish I were there to hold and comfort you. I send you my prayers and a big hug. Please call for help.
DD

deleted_user 07/11/2007

I wish I could hold you. Please take care of the cuts. I am so sorry you hurt. lots of love - Tonie

deleted_user 07/11/2007

I'm so sorry you're hurting so much. You do not deserve to be in this much pain. When I was young, I used to cut myself too. It was difficult to stop until I realized why I was really doing it and found an alternative.
There are people here who care about you very much, myself included. I hope you can find help close to you to help you stop the cutting.
((((((hugs)))))))
JP

deleted_user 07/11/2007

Definitely you need to get yourself some help sweetie... Hx

starfish 07/11/2007

Bless your heart - this is definitely a whole 'nother situation besides your cutting as well. you need medical attention ASAP!!

deleted_user 07/11/2007

hun docs will help u, thay cant stop u frm cutting but they can give u that break u long 4, the talk u desperately need, look after them wounds,

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